I came back from a nice day with my best guy friend in Tijuana to find out that I did not get the job in Pasadena I'd been interviewing for.

Moments of frustration come and go, but I continue to move forward. I suspect that the process of looking into this possibility somehow brought me closer to my next vocational way station, but I'm not certain how.

What I do know now is that emotions are only emotions, and not facts. The world whizzes by, and if you don't like the view at any particular moment, don't get off the bus at that stop.

I know I love my husband, and that I'm damned lucky to have him.

I know that I respect people who are willing to take risks.

I know I have a wicked temper whose malevolent force is ultimately directed at myself.

I know I sharpened my negotiating skills today, and that will come in handy when I buy the next Attila-mobile. Today it got me a great deal on a new summer purse.

I know I like Punch cigars, and have a few more of them to smoke.

I know someday I have to learn to make homemade tamales.

I know I will start meditating this week.

I know what I know.

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